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hate is a strong word...but love is even stronger

Thanks

and sorry this isnt an actual song xD

He's the guy

He wears rocker tees

He's no good for me

but I don't really care

it's like playing truth or dare

I've got to take a risk

or I might miss

all the fun,

that could be done-

if I date him

Even though my parents hate him

because-

{He's the guy from the wrong side of the tracks

{He's the guy with his last name tattoed on his back

{He's the guy everybody thinks is bad

{He's the guy I'll never show to my dad

{Buy he's the guy who is all mine,

{maybe not forever, but for this time,

{ya he's mine

He's got those eyes that are wild

He's got that crooked smile

It's like Romeo and Juliet

forbidden love that I'll never forget

Because-

{chorus}

Listening to: Nothing right now :(

Mood: I'm in an excellent mood (;

I thought I loved him

Mistakes are often made

People are sometimes played

Love at first sight will end

Just as quickly as it begins

He was the reason for my joy

He was the reason for my pain

He tossed me around like a toy

but I got tired of his little games

{I thought I loved him,

{I guess I was wrong

{I thought I loved him,

{Guess I didn't all along,

{He had me at hello,

{He lost me at goodbye

{He'll never know

{How much he made me cry

{It's time for me to forgive and forget

{But I'll never let go of the day that we met

I gave him my heart

from the very start

I gave it away too soon

because when he gave it back

he let it crack..

{chorus}

Yeah, I thought I loved him...

Listining to: Nothing

Mood: sleepy...

Everything is possible

Admitting you failed

doesn't make you a coward

because going through failures

means next time you'll have the power

to do it better, defeat it

conquer it, you can even beat it

{So when you're feeling down, look up

{When you're feeling weak, stay tough

{if you're doing wrong, go right

{and when you sit in bed, at night

{remember God is by your side

{Everything is possible

{Nothings impossible

So remember you're strengths

and you're defeats

but also your losses,

and why you got beat

if it doesn't kill you,

it makes you stronger,

So when you go through it next time,

you will last longer

{chorus}

Learn from your mistakes

and never regret

anything you've done,

or anyone you've met...

Because everything is possible

and nothings impossible...

Listening to: nothing

Mood: good.

Where we belong

{this song could work perfectly for Twilight}

they say it's dangerous

I know that it's made for us

it may be hard

they may be cruel

but I'm not the type

that goes by the rules

{When you came into my life

{ It was love at first sight

{ They put up a fight

{ and told us we weren't right

{ but you stayed by my side

{ I've never felt so alive

Why is this love so wrong

This is where we belong

They told me I can't see you

but I think, dream, and breathe you

I know you're not my kind

but let's put that behind

{chorus}

why is this love so wrong

this is where we belong...

Listening to: nothing

Mood: happy, I got the first part of my story up! lillyofthevalleystory.blogspot.com

(Not a poem, but check it out!)

check out my new blog: Lilly of the valley...its a story!!

lillyofthevalleystory.blogspot.com

Last kiss

you had me on my knees

begging you please

to give me another chance

You were the one

who said that you were done

You told me you were through

And that I couldn't be with you

and that's when I got that last kiss..

{ Ya that last kiss was something

{ It had my heart pumping

{ I know it means goodbye

{ And I know that I cried

{ But that last kiss was screaming my name

{ that last kiss meant everything

{ Ya that last kiss was sweet

{ you swept me off my feet

{ and oh, how I wish

{ That we could have another last kiss

It's time to move on

Time for me to be gone

but before I go

I want you to show

my lips another fun time...

{chorus}

So pucker up,

close your eyes,

count to three,

and goodbye.

Listening to: (nothing)

Mood: I'm in a singing mood

Never say never

look me in the eyes

tell me all your lies

that you've been holding back

As a matter of fact,

nevermind, I don't care anymore,

Because you've torn my heart down to the core

I remember what you told me:

You'd never break up with me,

We'd be together forever,

But here's a little secret:

Never say never

{ I never wanna see your face again

{ I never wanna see your stupid girlfriend

{ I'm never gonna date anybody who

{ treats me the way that you do

{ I'm never gonna be your girl

{ I'm never gonna be in your world

{ -anymore

{ So never come knocking at my door

I hope she does you like you did me

maybe then you'll open your eyes and see

the pain hurts bad, doesn't it?

that was a big mistake, wasn't it?

She's got that stupid smile on her face

But she can never take my place

here's a little secret

hope that you can keep it:

Never say never

{chorus}

listening to: "Behind those eyes" by Three Doors Down

Mood: happy!

forever and always

I can't stand the fact you're in someone else's arms

When you're with her, I feel like you've done me so much harm

What did I ever do

Why is she now with you

Everything was okay,

until that day

you gave me that last kiss and hugged me

and told me you didn't love me

{ You're all that's in my head

{ You're all that's in my heart

{ I still love you,

{ But now that we're apart

{ it feels like my whole world came crashing down

{ and no one was there to help me pick the pieces off the ground

{ What happened to forever and always, always and forever?

{ You said you would never break up with me, but never say never...

Now I see you with her,

You hold her, you kiss her

You tell me I need to move on,

But I don't think I'm that strong

You ask me if I'm okay,

I tell you I'm alright,

But you don't know you're the reason I stay awake at night

I'm losing this battle, But I'm gonna win this fight

{chorus}

I beg you and I plead,

before you leave,

could you give me one last kiss

to help me find my way through this...

Listening to: "Let me go" By Three Doors Down*

Mood: good

*( I don't always listen to Three Doors Down, but they are a great musical influence)

Quotes that remind me of this song:

" One more kiss could be the best thing, But one more lie could be the worst." -Let me go by Three Doors Down

--I wrote this song my Freshman year of high school, when my boyfriend broke up with me..I thought I loved him...Don't trust high school love......--

Lonely road

Walking on this road

all alone

nobody beside me

no support behind me

They tell me they understand;

ask me if I need a helping hand

You say: "Can they really help me?

Do they really know who I am?"

...Take a look around you

and see other people's problems that surround you

Your's doesn't look so bad now...

Walking on this road

I'm not alone

somebody's beside me

somebody's behind me

They really do understand;

I really needed that helping hand...

Listening to: "When I'm gone" by: Three Doors Down

Mood: sleepy!

Quotes that remind me of this poem:

"Been roaming through this darkness I'm alive, but I'm alone; part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone..." (When I'm gone)

"If we threw all of our problems in a pile, and seen everyone elses, we would take ours back in a heartbeat!" (I don't remember where I got this from, I just remember reading it somewhere.)

Just Best Friends

Alone I sit in bed at night

trying to keep back these tears I fight

This feels like the time is right

to tell you how I feel tonight

"Just best friends" is what you say

but I don't like it that way

What you don't know hurts me, because I can't tell you everything

You love someone and I understand

but on my mind I've got other plans

she doesn't know you

the things you go through

the things you like

the things you fear

you always tell me how glad you are that I'm here,

I could always be closer,

But instead of me, you chose her

She won't ever love you like I can

She won't ever be your "just best friend"

Currently listening to: "Let me be myself" by Three Doors Down

My mood: excellent!!